These 2 weeks have been really really really bad. Thats the very reason I haven been blogging. If it gets worse, I may even stop altogether. So many things happened at home. But in school, I still have to put on a smile and take things in stride. Who understands? Perhaps nobody will because they will never feel the seriousness and gravity of the issue.

I know ppl who are reading this haf no idea at all what I am talking abt. Not surprising. Thats cos u duno wats going on here in my life. I guess I haf no wish to say either. Its too complicated and that, plus working life has nearly sapped the rest of the energy from me.

LIFE IS UNPREDICTABLE. Sometimes I wish time didnt fly so fast, so that I would haf spent more time with the person. Looking back, I regret.

"Never take someone for granted. Hold everyone close to your heart, because you may wake up one day, realizing you have lost a diamond while you were too busy collecting stones."

How true is this saying. While I was spending all my time with ppl who let me down over and over again, I neglected ppl closest to me, ppl who loved me unconditionally, while I gave my love unconditionally to the ppl who din love me that much.

It takes losses to realize the regrets of life.

If I had a chance to do things differently, I wished I grew up extremely fast so I could advise my parents what to do. Perhaps, things would be entirely different today. But when I come back to reality, I know thats totally impossible.