"I have a dream..." , Mr Lee, our former Sec sch principal used to say that during assembly every morning. For the first time in my life, I have a dream... I always felt that was quite silly to keep talking about dreams... but today, I suddenly knew what it feels like to have a dream. Today, I was talking to Jastinian's parents about my convocation, we mentioned about my certificate and I said that it is not worth making it into a plaque cos its only a batchelor... its like juz group 10 ppl together and easily u get 2-3 graduates or undergrads... but then, if u obtained a masters or PHD, thats something to feel good about...
Suddenly, a thought came to me! Masters... why didn't I think of that? The prof during my Arts commencement talked about the importance of having a dream and even at that point of time, I thought that was silly~! She said that the commencement means that our journey has just started and not juz ended! Why can't that apply to me? Perhaps I didn't have enough confidence in my own ability? Or perhaps I just didn't think I am one who fits into the category she mentioned. But no venture no gain rite?
But of cos i know that won't be possible in 2 yrs time because I still need to go for contract teaching and do my NIE first... Next, I still have to serve my bond... hope by the time i have saved enough money, I can start on my next goal in life... at least, I will know what I am working for now and not just work a day for a day...
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