Promises

I am so touched that so many ppl care that I did not update my blog... =) sorry ppl, been quite busy with my new sch recently...

I shall not go into my sch experiences today because I am not feeling really chatty today... tonight i feel melancholic... in the warm orange lighting in my room and the air con humming together with chinese songs at the back, something I hear this afternoon comes back replaying in my mind...

Jastinian's good friend and his gf broke up yesterday or the day b4... I noe both of them as we went on 2 out-of-singapore trips together and had a lot of fun. I noe it is none of my business, but i cant help feeling sad about their breakup. It was a 6 yr relationship and it ended because the girl fell in love with another guy. Despite desperate attempts on the bf's part, he still failed to save the relationship.

I was told that the girl promised the boy when his best friend passed away a few yrs ago that she would never leave him and that she will always be his best friend and his gf. But now, the boy said to my bf that he has now lost his best friend and his gf. On hearing this, I realized tears welled up in my own eyes... but of cos i try to blink it away lest someone say i crazy again...

6 yrs relationship. Why must a person lose someone before realizing he never wanted to lose her? On the other hand, promises seem empty. Broken promises cause heartaches to the person whom the promise was made to. Promises can be kept faithfully, yet were never materialized cos the person whom the promise was made to left the relationship prematurely. This causes a sense of betrayal and stupidity in the person who faithfully made the promise.

Oh well, perhaps I am talking martian to ppl who read this... but all in all, i realized from this episode that much as girls love to hear promises, the sweeter the better, promises never hold forever... one day, it is likely to be broken by the person who made it, or the person who received it.